Hey all. 

Not sure if I have friends on here or not. Either way, an update on my life:

I got a job. :-p I've been without one for too long now. I've really enjoyed it so far. I'm working at a local museum. I think come my first paycheck, I'll be buying a car, which is a pretty big deal, as it will be the first car I can call my own. 

I'm at a loss of words for the chaos inside me.

My chest debates whether it will explode or collapse.

My mind is caught in a state of paralysis.

My soul.. oh, fuck. Where did it go? 

Will you be my Valentine?

Another day.

Some days have more meaning than others, and I think lately the days have been lacking. Fortunately, I'm doing my best to pick up valuable skills that might just come in handy when the meaningful days come along. The girl of my dreams does have a better chance of sticking around if I cook dinner for her and it's delicious, right?

I finally got my tax refund in the mail the other day. That's pretty sweet. I've got most of the money allocated responsibly, but I kind of want to spend a small chunk of it (a hundred bucks, give or take) on something nice, but I have no idea what. Suggestions would be great.

Anyway, hi. Anyone want to talk? Message me.

 

Where are you, my love?

It really bothers me that I don't know you. It just doesn't feel right that when we next talk, I'll have no idea that it's you, of all people, that I'm talking to. I have no idea when to expect you. I often feel like I know nothing about you at all.

Anyway, wherever you are, I want to thank you. Thank you for giving me the hope to carry on when I've felt like giving up. Thank you for allowing me to dream of colors when everything that I've seen has been in black and white. Thank you for letting me know that however dark a given situation is, that there is indeed a light at the end of the tunnel. I know these words aren't really enough, but for now they're all I can give. I pray that in time my actions can show my true gratitude.

I hope to see you soon.

Love Always,

Lewk